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KeiichiRoy
KeiichiRoy
have you survive this situation?...my friend that i realy love, will be wed anytime...i wish her luck and happiness...;_; :laugh:
03-May-2006
Morphee
Morphee
aw... we all have good and bad time :) do't worry... things will get better for you (things always get better eventually)

i've been having an awsome time lately....

starts last wednesday... got a selection meeting for a school i aplied for... not too bad... could be worse... then when i get back home Jack starts getting all 'i don't know if i can continue like this... can't support the distance... blablabla...' puts me in a hell of a depressed mood...

thursday... continuation of the breaking up and that's that... i'm single again... whew! Jack got clear so i can start getting better again (no point in continuing being highly depressed eh?) and had Aurélien on msn so he was a great help. so he said he'd come at my place on friday so i could 'cry my eyes out' (bah... i was already getting better... but well... always nice to have company :p )

friday... wow so strange... (i'm already back to my normal self) Aurélien and me end up getting together... (uhm... not just because he was at home... couple wise getting together...) fast transition but well... i'm not regretting it yet :p and i also got fired from my job...

saturday... go to my old high school with Aurélien (he doubled a class) and then go to Sam's place with Simon and Aurélien so they can finish their film for their film studies class (it's a star wars kind of film with special effects and all... totally awsome!). then with Simon and Aurélien we hitch hike from Sam's place to meet Seb and and his brother at the train station to go to the cinema... we saw 'V for Vendetta'... i loved it... totally awsome film... see it if you can (if you've read until here of course...) after that we got a pizza (we were litterally starving) and then went back on the train and then Seb drove us back home (well he dropped Aurélien and me at my place ^_^)

sunday... got Jack getting totally pissed off at me because he'd heard i'd kissed Aurélien (wtf?!) well... i wasn't really honest either i can admit... didn't say we were together and all... i relativised things... i made the kiss seem nothing extraordinary... bah... i kept my calm and got yelled at... loved it.... ¬_¬ (that was ironical mind you)

monday... the least full day... Aurélien went back home :( and then i have diner at my grandparents and see that Clémence (my cousin) is mad at me and she won't talk to me or anything... well... that's complicated... seemed she wanted Aurélien... but uhm... i sort of stole him from her since i asked him first? so that was cool... (another ironical passage)

tuesday... went for another selection meeting (for another school) and pass the written part with success! whew! and should go back on wednesday for the oral part. after that i go to my highschool and spend an hour with Aurélien and a few other friends (i'm always surprised how few girls there are in my group of friends... bah...) then go back home... try to be social with Jack but i get nicely cut off... oh well...

wednesday... go to the oral part of the selection... seemed ok... i have 1 chance on 2 to be accepted... i hope i will be... it's my second time aplying for their school! get back home... i discover that Clémence isn't mad at me actually... i'm soooooooo relieved!!!! and we giggle and stuff like the usual :) and turns out she wants to go back with one of her ex-boyfriends... so cute! Jack is miraculously better and starts talking to me again (again... wtf?!) oh well... i'll just take things as they are... we have a little chat and he doesn't get pissed off again (i'm out of that since i never get mad :p ). and i help Simon with the cover he was doing for the dvd of the star wars film (i'm doing one too... so when the 2 are done there's the choice).


i love complicated life..... (*IRONY IRONY!!!!*)
11-May-2006
Lanz
Lanz
QuoteOriginally posted by Morphee (view)
aw... we all have good and bad time :) do't worry... things will get better for you (things always get better eventually)

i've been having an awsome time lately....

starts last wednesday... got a selection meeting for a school i aplied for... not too bad... could be worse... then when i get back home Jack starts getting all 'i don't know if i can continue like this... can't support the distance... blablabla...' puts me in a hell of a depressed mood...

thursday... continuation of the breaking up and that's that... i'm single again... whew! Jack got clear so i can start getting better again (no point in continuing being highly depressed eh?) and had Aurélien on msn so he was a great help. so he said he'd come at my place on friday so i could 'cry my eyes out' (bah... i was already getting better... but well... always nice to have company :p )

friday... wow so strange... (i'm already back to my normal self) Aurélien and me end up getting together... (uhm... not just because he was at home... couple wise getting together...) fast transition but well... i'm not regretting it yet :p and i also got fired from my job...

saturday... go to my old high school with Aurélien (he doubled a class) and then go to Sam's place with Simon and Aurélien so they can finish their film for their film studies class (it's a star wars kind of film with special effects and all... totally awsome!). then with Simon and Aurélien we hitch hike from Sam's place to meet Seb and and his brother at the train station to go to the cinema... we saw 'V for Vendetta'... i loved it... totally awsome film... see it if you can (if you've read until here of course...) after that we got a pizza (we were litterally starving) and then went back on the train and then Seb drove us back home (well he dropped Aurélien and me at my place ^_^)

sunday... got Jack getting totally pissed off at me because he'd heard i'd kissed Aurélien (wtf?!) well... i wasn't really honest either i can admit... didn't say we were together and all... i relativised things... i made the kiss seem nothing extraordinary... bah... i kept my calm and got yelled at... loved it.... ¬_¬ (that was ironical mind you)

monday... the least full day... Aurélien went back home :( and then i have diner at my grandparents and see that Clémence (my cousin) is mad at me and she won't talk to me or anything... well... that's complicated... seemed she wanted Aurélien... but uhm... i sort of stole him from her since i asked him first? so that was cool... (another ironical passage)

tuesday... went for another selection meeting (for another school) and pass the written part with success! whew! and should go back on wednesday for the oral part. after that i go to my highschool and spend an hour with Aurélien and a few other friends (i'm always surprised how few girls there are in my group of friends... bah...) then go back home... try to be social with Jack but i get nicely cut off... oh well...

wednesday... go to the oral part of the selection... seemed ok... i have 1 chance on 2 to be accepted... i hope i will be... it's my second time aplying for their school! get back home... i discover that Clémence isn't mad at me actually... i'm soooooooo relieved!!!! and we giggle and stuff like the usual :) and turns out she wants to go back with one of her ex-boyfriends... so cute! Jack is miraculously better and starts talking to me again (again... wtf?!) oh well... i'll just take things as they are... we have a little chat and he doesn't get pissed off again (i'm out of that since i never get mad :p ). and i help Simon with the cover he was doing for the dvd of the star wars film (i'm doing one too... so when the 2 are done there's the choice).


i love complicated life..... (*IRONY IRONY!!!!*)


>>>heh-heh...i saw that in the BBS in myspace...

well...that is life morph... ~_^ full of ups, fulll of downs, full of lefts, and full of rights(and full of diagonals also!)...but as you take risks(and a fast recovery), i'll be okay...
11-May-2006
KeiichiRoy
KeiichiRoy
hey what was that all about?
13-May-2006
Lanz
Lanz
QuoteOriginally posted by KeiichiRoy (view)
hey what was that all about?


>>>about morph's trials, i guess...
13-May-2006
Morphee
Morphee
my eventful week :emb:
13-May-2006
Lanz
Lanz
QuoteOriginally posted by Morphee (view)
my eventful week :emb:


>>>hahah...one week full of roller-coaster rides...:E
14-May-2006
Morphee
Morphee
yea to say the least!

but thankfully things have gone back to normal and i'm waiting what my birthday brings me :=
14-May-2006