Actually for a long time I believed that: "Hey, I'm a burden here on earth. My dad and mom always have trouble with me and my sis has her boyfriend now. No one needs me. So if heaven's such a grand place, why not go there?"
Such thoughts really want to make you kill yourself. But in the end I don't think heaven (as in the actual thing even if I don't believe in it) makes you happier. It just gives another chance to a lifetime of happiness. Not really happier, just also happy.
19-Jul-2005