Hmmm. I suppose I haven't been a in a relationship yet for a few reasons. Firstly, I think about things too much, and think so far ahead when it comes to relationships that I rarely look at what's in front of me. I'm also too passive and unlikely to take any risks by nature. Also, I grew up in a military family so I was moving all the time. I thought that I could never be in a place long enough to develop anything, and by the time I might I would move, ending all opportunity for a long term relationship.That's not to say I never had feelings, but because of all the reasons I listed I tended to keep them back cause I doubted they would go anywhere. I also didn't believe in forming a "relationship" at the junior high age because I considered it foolish to do something like that when at that age it is only imitation at best, and most people are not mature enough to put others needs before themselves in a healthy way. In my opinion, a lot of things wrong with the way relationships are viewed today, is that most peoples impressions are formed when they don't completely understand them, leading to fickleness and searching only for self gratification, but I digress. Now that I have a somewhat permanent living situation for the first time,and am in college, I don't have any excuses anymore.
Wow, that was longer than I meant it to be.
23-Jun-2006
