.............. well what can i say Tails. If that is truly the way you feel.
Though i still think you're being too hard on yourself, remember your family is your family and you are you, everyone has the power to control their destiny.
May the heavens light the path in your life.

I don't think I'm being hard on myself. I love my family. The family I hate though is Mike's. Which is a totally different family all together that gave my family hell. I'm happy with my family and Mike and his family are out of our lives. I love my Dad, I just only wish he didn't plan on raising me to smoke and drink and sleep with as many woman as possible. Fortunately, my Mum protected me and brought me to Britain and be raised to be decent.

Well I don't know what it's like to fall in love. I suppose it would be nice to have someone special with you. If I EVER were to be in a relationship, it would be an innocent one without lust and lasts forever. Unfortunately, one like that doesn't exist..... So I don't look for anyone.

The only kind of relationship I would have with a girl is a friendship and nothing more. I just only wish people would just stop pairing us up whenever I talk to one.... EVERYONE makes a huge deal out of it. They see me with a girl and they think I'm dating. The thing that annoyed me was that the girl was my sister.......:bash:

Nearly everyone in that school had a one tracked mind and can only think of what's underneath everyone's clothes. It made me sick.....

I guess you could say I don't like to take chances considering everything that happens in relationship. All the prices you have to pay, all the sacrifices you have to make. All the pain you could suffer. I seen my Mum suffer long enough, I don't want that to happen to me too.....

I'm not cold anyway. I know how people should be treated and I'm nice to girls and respect them, I just don't want to date.

i respect your decision Tails!
you're still very young to have decided to commit yourself to this way of life but i hope everything turns out great for you!
still, you're a good decent kid and i think you deserve the love of a very special girl when you grow up a bit more. (but that's just my thinking!)

Thanks.

yea tails your a strong minded person just keep doing things the right wai and you'll be fine

just keep going the way you think is right Tails, and who knows maybe love will find its way to you.

yea trust me love will come rolling your wai soon

i hope the same goes for me too!

lol k1 it will when u least expect it!!

lol kinda like a sneak attack

if it comes in the form of a really hot babe that looks like Belldandy, or better yet Belldandy herself, then i dont mind getting sneak attacked! bring it on! :bg:

Me too pleaaase! ROFL,
Of course you can find yourself in relationships with someone you used to just hink of as a friend. LOL It can even turn out to be something of a surprise when it happens. I tend to think the most important thing is to try to be friends no matter what even if you later drift apart. I'm terrible at correspondence even though I don't mean to be. So I only tend to keep in touch with friends that track me down myself. *hangs head in shame* Mea culpa... and so on.
Chonrad
The Eccentric Elf

yeah i admit im a bit like that myself, i find it very hard to keep in touch with friends. I call them now and again to stay in touch, but when it becomes very one-sided (im only the one making the calls) i keep thinking "do they want to be friends with me anymore?" or am i just being a bother to them in their new lives?

I really wish i can stay in touch with all the friends i have made in my life!

yah i wish i could to. theres so many ppl that i used to be like best friends with and now its like they have no time at all for me.

i think im the type that likes get along will nearly all people and i really like talking to people, but i just dont know why im not very good at making friends!
if i do make a friend it would be a very close friend, i still get in touch with a friend i knew since i we were 6 years old! and im in my early twenties now!