lol sis don't go to insane out there here take this *semi-automatic* just for back up and when you need me holla at ya sis she got ya back lol

Well I'm very risistent to depression. In fact I moved on quick. Although I think my Mum is still depressed from everything that happened.... I think I am the happiest person in the house. I don't dwell on things like my Mum. Although she doesn't show it though, we can all still laugh.

I remember the things that happened in my life and well, I could say my childhood was not boring (Although it was bad).

Even though I have moved on, it's always nice to tell someone about the things that happened to me and my family.

The only thing I worry about now is that I should not anger my sister. She bites my head off for the slightest thing. I think it's her age....... She's 15 now. I hate getting my head bitten off by my little sister.....

Considering everything that happened to me, it's a wonder how I never felt like killing myself. Maybe you are all right, maybe I am a strong person.:)

never underestimate the human spirit, even if you are weak in body the power of the heart can make you the strongest one of all.

yae...that means that i am extremely weak compaired to u tails...ah well...i think ill get over it

yea i hope you do sis if not there's gonna be some :cens: kickin goin on here some serious :cens: kickin to be correct

**coughs** yes well. ill let you have the honours

hehe but tis kewl now sis everithing seems to get better now-a-dai's and realli don't have to worri about anithing for a while

nah not today anyways...ulike yesterday...urm...on my matchmaker thingy from school...my best match is...my worst enemy!!!!!! ;_; ;_; ill eat him before we ever get close!!!:pissed:

you have a matchmaker in school!? kinda like an onmei?

well it's to see who u would most likely get along with best. i dont know they always seem to mess up on mine

i can see sis and you scared me realli i was going to fly over there and shoot him because i was sooooooooo scared realli

People trying to fix you up with other people can be REALLY annoying. It happened to me once, I just ran away without even giving one look to the person they were trying to fix me up with.

Well I would never take a match making test anyway since I'm not interested in dating anyone. Ever.

awww thanks sis! yah the only prob is that u automatically get it. i think the only reason i looked at it was cause my friends made me! lol but i got to laugh at there's so it's all fun!

and tails. i know how it feels to have ppl try and match u up. and i think i understand y u dont want to date. just be careful cause ppl always start making ussumptions and that usually leads to rummors. just dont get urself in trouble like ive done recently k. ppl will start to freak out. and i dont really have the tools (at the moment ^^) to steal i mean borrow any jets to come and save u...or anyone for that matter...hmmm **gos asks parents fur cash...only to be turned down...**

Tails, thats quite a harsh statement you just made there, that you would never be interested in dating anyone. but wouldnt you be giving up on a chance to be living a happy life with someone special. Are you sure you have thought clearly about it?

I thought about it clearly. You see, my family has bad luck when dating. They always get the worst people. Mike, my Mum's ex-boyfriend was a really nice guy at first and when he got comfortable, he had shown his real self. A real jerk. I don't want to feel the pain of a broken heart. I don't want to take chances on people. I see on TV everywhere when people are cheated on, treated like dirt, used and abused...... A lot of relationships usually are physical too. Nothing more. There are also cases where people's partners cut them off from family.

I'm sure there are lots of good people out there who treat people right, I just don't want to take my chances. I can get by in the world on my own. I want to travel the world with family. I won't be alone.

I'm just not looking forward to seeing my Dad in America. He fixed my Brother up with someone that's nearly 50 years old. My Brother is 24 years old. He is the worst matchmaker who ever existed. To make things worse, they got married because she FORCED him into marrage.

My dad might try to fix me up with someone too. NO WAY would I let him force me into a relationship, I will fight with every once of strength.

I'm only the type of person who isn't interested in being in relationships, that's all. I wondor why that's so hard for people to understand.

I'm not a bad person, I just protect myself from the pain that relationships would bring. Back when I was little I didn't feel that way. I sort of thought relationship were sort of like Belldandy and Keiichi's. (Except without any perverted or lustful thoughts like Keiichi gets sometimes.) Where they live together and care about what happens to each other. If relationships were like that, then I would not feel the way I do.....