wow, I read some of those ways of how bell inspires you.. And those are far different of how she touches me. Well, it's kinda rediculous..
Belldandy is like a person I like to be, and also a person I love to be with.. And I havnt found that person inside me, nor the one I love to be with. But of course if I ever meet that person.. she would never completly be like Belldandy. Because of that I only like to be with her, the one and only Bell.. This feeling is really sureal, I try to control it now..
There was even one time where I thought to myself - "I really really want to be with Belldandy"
and things like - "I love Belldandy so much" or - "I wanna be with her!!"
and then I thought of actually dying to being with her..
It's like Bell is in heaven.. She's there waiting for me.. I want to be with her.. The only way to be with her is to die.. Like I wanna die!!
but thats not how I act anymore, haha!
haha, it's really funny when I came to realize it
07-Jan-2008